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Hi, I am Marilyn.

I grin more than I smile. I am pretty competitive, insane and ambitious. I love sleeping at 4am, and floral prints, too.

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The irony when someone criticises you for avoiding unhealthy food in order to be skinny.

By choosing not to consume fried food, desserts etc, am I not cutting down my calories consumption AND trying to be healthier?

I have literally no time to carry out any work out or exercises hence the need to reorgarnise my diet.

What am I supposed to do then? Sitting around being a bum and watching my weight skyrocketing?

What is the definition of “fit”? Having abs and muscles? Does fit equate healthy? If it does, then I am completely “fit”.

I am not asking to be underweight or anorexic. I just yearn to have smaller hips and thigh gap so that jeans shopping can become more convenient. I like having collar bone because it looks good on me. Is that wrong?

Who doesn’t want to look good?

Who knows if I am not having overt amount of fat in my body?

If you want to raise the argument of being satisfied about having a complete anatomy and good health, yes, I am extremely grateful.

Does losing weight mean I do not appreciate what life has given to me? No. All I want is to improve my confidence in life.

I will still continue to avoid consumption of oily and fried food, ice-cream, chocolate etc. Hey, look, doesn’t it contribute to my health, too.

I will resume my work out right after my exams are over. Am I not trying to be healthy, fit and skinny?

It’s your choice to be satisfied about your body. It’s my decision to lose weight, because honestly, I am really not skinny. And I look awful when I have my jeans on. My waist is way too small thus it looks terribly disproportionate to my hip when I wear high-waist skirt/shorts.

If someone thinks that I am conforming to society’s unattainable ideal body image, then be it. I cannot deny the pressure of society. I am not pretending to be a non-conformist.

Girls just want to be happy.


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My uni room is going to be like this.

My uni room is going to be like this.

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